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  “In the morning.” ZMan puts in.

  “Ok. I will be here by noon to be brought up to date. We have church tomorrow night. Let everyone know everything, but do it quietly. I want Braun found, too. I’d like a sit down with him. Was he an officer in the club or do we know?” More and more questions keep popping into my head. I don’t like loose ends, or not knowing what’s up.

  “Maybe Brain knows.” Driller could be right.

  “Tonight I play a cat and mouse game with a pussy, but by the time I am done I will have some answers.” I look at my watch and I know I have to get moving. “Unless it is life or death, do not disturb me tonight. Tazer, stay here at the club. I want as many answers as I can get out of Kim.”

  “Doesn’t hurt she is smoking hot. Be sure to let your brain and not your cock lead you. What if she was sent?” I have thought of that, but she has given me no reason not to trust her, yet, but ZMan has a good point.

  “My eyes are wide open.” I have to see where this goes. She may have the answer as to why Stone would have something against Callie. “Only one woman has ever gotten over on me, and it won’t happen again, ever. Later.” With that I get up and leave. I know they all know exactly where I stand on women and their manipulative ways.

  Chapter 2

  Kim

  I’m nervous as can be, but nothing is stopping me now. I have everything I need in my purse to fulfill my mission tonight. I reach in and take one of the condoms out and put it in my bra. Chief is not the type of man I am used to dealing with. He’s hard and a little too much like my dad and Kylar for me to get too comfortable with him. He won’t be as easy to manipulate as the boys I’m used to. I have been trying to just once in my life be put first in the Steel family, but it never happens. I thought once Kylar, the boy wonder, finally settled down, I would be put first, but no. He couldn’t even do that right. Callie is a nice enough girl, but now the attention is on Kylar and her and that brat she is carrying. Yes, I know, I should be happy I’m going to have a niece or nephew, but that just means one more person I have to share my dad’s attention with. I’m not jealous, it’s just supposed to be my time.

  Keifer has his problems with the dynamics of the power in the club, but my problems are all personal. I’ll help him as I can. Dad used to call me his little princess, but it was still the boys he gave all his attention to. I am an after-thought. Keifer and I have figured out ways for both of us to get what we want. We have agreed to stay out of each other’s way and help distract dad from finding out, until it is too late.

  I thought I had finally come up with the perfect plan to get what I wanted. My last boyfriend was a big enough ass to help with that without even knowing. I knew he was a hot head. I played the damsel in distress, but instead of my dad helping, it was Callie. That bitch is tough and now Dad, Kylar, and Ma, think she walks on water. Put a brat in the picture and she is up there with a saint. Now she is with someone else. Yes, an answer to my prayers, but they won’t let her go. Now everything is about getting Callie back. Proving Kylar is a better man. Ma and Dad are going out of their way to help and are getting things ready to have the brat half the time. So, some other man is fucking Callie, and she is yanking my brother around, and they still can’t get enough of her. What does a girl have to do to get some face time with my own family? Yes, I thought I wanted out of the Feral Steel MC life, but I thought my dad would make me come back. Well, if Callie wants my family, I will have hers. I am a woman, and the man Callie will always love the most is her Daddy. I will play the available girl neglected by her family, worm my way into his heart, and show her exactly how it feels to see your family torn from you. Dad will also go ballistic, but any attention is better than none. All the while Keifer will have time to work his plan. At least I have him. He is no fan of Callie, we will tear her out of our family one way or another. I have her snowed that I am her friend, but I will be her downfall from my family, permanently, right along with her own. She can stay in Colorado and keep Devil’s spawn with her. If she’s lucky, I will let her keep her new man, but if not, I might just have a shot at him, too. Now I have to play my cards close to my vest and not let anyone in on anything I’m doing.

  I’m sitting in my car waiting for Chief to get here. I can’t believe he is making me wait. I hear a bike, look in my rear view, and yes, there is Chief. I start with the water works. After years of practice I can turn them on like a faucet. I take another look in the mirror, and yes, there goes the mascara. Perfect touch. He drives slowly up the drive, and I am out of my car and ready.

  Chapter 3

  Chief

  As I make it up my driveway, I see Kim has made it. I don’t even get my bike parked, and she is up beside me. I can see she has started her waterworks already. She has done the same thing every time we have talked, and it doesn’t amuse me. She thinks she is playing me, but she doesn’t realize I have been played by someone a whole lot better at it than she is, and it didn’t work for her, either. I don’t say a word to her as she follows me to the house. I get in and disarm the security. Might as well get this over with.

  “Darling, I don’t know what your angle is, but if you want a piece of me, I’ll damn sure give it to you. Just remember you’re a willing hole for me to stick my cock in, and that’s all you’ll ever be to me. No relationship, no girlfriend, no dates, and sure as fuck no damn ring. I’ll use you to get off, and then I’ll use you to get to Steel and Devil. You’ll never hear I love you from me, and I don’t sugar coat shit for no one.” If she can’t understand what I’m telling her, it’s on her, not me. I’m not trying to hurt her, just being real and maybe shock her.

  “Wow. No hello or why are upset or anything, just straight to it. I’m up for what your offering. You are one arrogant asshole thinking I would want anything more. I’m not some whiny little girl.” That’s what she says now, but she comes here with those fake ass tears running down her face. She dried right up when I didn’t act as if I was going to comfort her.

  “Isn’t that exactly what you are with that black shit running down your face? I don’t care what is going on, and you will get no sympathy from me. You will get nothing from me but my cock, when I want to give it, only when I want to give it, and I will give it to whoever I want. We are not exclusive and we are nothing to each other except for when I want it. Can you accept that, because I will not change my mind? Any club whore could be before or after you.” That is as plain as it gets. No gray areas.

  “You are a total dick aren’t you? Why are you so mean? What have I ever done to you? I thought we had become friends. We’ve been talking for a while and I have been to your house a few times.” Kim is still trying to play me. She is in way over her head.

  “I don’t need any more friends. I trust my friends. You, I don’t trust. You have your own reasons for being here, but tonight is all I’m offering. Actually not even all night, only until I have what I want, then you’ll leave.” Kim is biting on her bottom lip and I know she is trying to get to me. I look her over, and she is a beautiful young woman. She has long dark hair put up on her head like Callie used to always do before she cut it. She has a tight short dress on that leaves little to the imagination. Her long legs seem to go on forever and those fuck me heels make them look even longer. Her ass is round and tight and her tits are more than a handful and on full display. She’s not some anorexic looking girl, she has hips I could definitely hold on to. Damn, I need to get my mind off her body and back to getting information. I try to adjust my growing cock to get more comfortable.

  “I could take care of that little problem, or not so little problem, for you.” She’s grinning at me and for some reason that pisses me off.

  “Spit out what you want Kim. I’m not stupid. I know you are going to do nothing for free. What do you want?” I am losing patience. I try to calm down. I hate bitches that think they can control a man because they have a pussy.

  “Ok. I need some place to stay for a few days. Dad is being an ass to me. He ignore
s me most of the time, but if he’s not, he tries to control my every move. He doesn’t approve of anyone I date, so I thought I would give him something not to like. You.” This girl is devious. No there’s more to it.

  “You mean he wants to keep you away from the Deacons of the world. My girl was shot because of your choice of men. He was a real keeper.” See what happens when I poke around.

  “Callie wouldn’t have been shot if she hadn’t jumped in. That wasn’t my fault.” This bitch is jealous of my girl. If it hadn’t been for Callie, Kat would have been shot. Kim is not even thankful her ma didn’t get shot.

  “Why not go to Stone? Surly he doesn’t still live with Kat and Steel. Don’t women your age have friends in your own state? Why come all the way to Texas and why me? Surely there is some college boys to stick it to your dad. Didn’t you get enough daddy’s attention when you were growing up? I thought you used to be his little princess, and I thought you were fighting to get away from the biker life. I’m a damn biker!” Kim makes no sense at all. She wants her dad’s attention, but she doesn’t. This just keeps getting more interesting. I’m getting pissed at her games, but I have to keep my head to get all I can out of her.

  “I did want out of the Feral Steel biker life. Not necessarily all bikers. I know the college boys just aren’t man enough for me. They either use me for a while, or want to smother me. I just can’t find the right kind of man for me around where we live. They are all intimidated by dad.” She may have just told me part of the truth for the first time since we have been talking, but not the full truth.

  “So you think you should fuck your ex-sister-in-law’s dad. Not very smart. Not only will Steel and Devil not like it, but Callie will not like it if you’re my fuck mate for a night. She’s very protective of her family. Do you want to take the chance of pissing her off, because I pissed Steel off letting him know you came here to see me when we were in Colorado?” Not that I care about Steel, but I do care about Callie.

  “I can handle my Dad’s temper and Callie can mind her business. She has her life now with Dra. I wasn’t hiding it from anyone me coming here. I know I am followed everywhere. I don’t see what the big deal is about us hooking up or whatever. I know my dad or the Feral Steel MC do not intimidate you. So do you think I could stay here for a few days? I’ll be sure and show my appreciation in a way you will get plenty of enjoyment out of.” Kim walks over to me and rubs her hand up my arm. I grab her by the back of her head and I take her mouth in a way to let her know I am not a man to play around. She opens her mouth and I take her in a crushing kiss. Thrusting my tongue in fast to get her attention, and then slow down and let our tongues mingle. She tastes sweet, but I know she is anything but. I reach down and grab her ass and crush her front to mine, grinding my cock exactly where she wants it. When she is panting for air, I firmly push her back and away from me. Then I walk to my refrigerator, get a beer out and twist the lid off, pop it in the trash and take a long drink.

  “Is that what you want Kim? To be used like a whore? At least your twenty-one and at least old enough to drink. That’s more time than Devil gave my daughter before he used her.” I slowly take a drink waiting for her reaction.

  “I’ll be using you as much as you’re using me, so maybe you’re the whore. Now can I stay or not? It won’t be very long.” Kim is standing there glaring at me and still playing the game.

  “Ok. You can stay, but I have my eyes on you. You don’t fool me. You are just dying for attention, and you think you will change my mind, but you will find out you won’t. I picked up on the dislike for Callie and my advice to you is keep it in check. I’m not your daddy and if you fuck with her, there will be consequences you will not like. While you are here, you will drop your panties or get on your knees anytime I say, just like any other slut. Are we clear?” I need to keep her here for just a little while to get more information. Friends close, enemies closer.

  “I can live with that as long as I get off, too.” Kim is licking her lips and looking at my hard cock in my jeans, which has a mind of its own, and won’t go down. I know she thinks she has won.

  “I didn’t say that did I? Now get over here on your knees, and suck me off.” She moves the small distance between us and her hand goes to my belt. I remove her hand and undo my own belt. If she thinks because I will let her service me she is in control, she is very wrong. I know I’m being a bastard, but she needs to learn I don’t have anything for her, except for exactly what I say. I will use her, but I don’t want to completely destroy her. I take her by the arm and walk over and pull a chair out from the table. I slowly unzip my jeans, not in a hurry for anything. I push my jeans open and let my cock out from the confines it has been fighting against. It is already hard as steel. I reach down and run my hand from the root to the tip and back. Slowly, enjoying the feel. He is ready for a hot wet mouth. I work myself a couple times, going over the head and working the cum around the it. I sit down in the chair and lean back with my head going back enjoying myself. I look at Kim and she can’t take her eyes off my cock and how I’m working him. She’s licking her lips like she is hungry enough to take me at any second. I continue to work myself and enjoy her watching, but it is time to test her. I snap my fingers at her and point my head toward my cock. She never hesitates. She is down in between my legs in a flash of a second and instead of my hard hands, I feel her running her tongue under and around the head of my engorged head. She deep throats me without any warning and it feels so fucking good. I am lost in the feeling, but still trying to watch her. She sets a pace that is making me lose all thoughts. All I can do is enjoy and feel. She takes her hand and grabs my cock by its root and keeps the rhythm her mouth has set. She goes down and takes almost all of me in her throat. I feel her gag a little as she comes back up and twists her head so her mouth is rotating all the way up my cock, then she tightens her lips as she gets to the head. She doesn’t hesitate to repeat it. Kim sucks like a pro. I feel her moving her hand into my jeans and her cupping my balls, massaging them. Damn, if she keeps this pace up, this is not going to last very long. I can’t let this end so soon. When she comes back up, I push her mouth off me and stand up. She stands in front of me and I take the front of her dress in each of my hands, ripping it off her. She never takes her eyes off me. I toe my boots off and slide my jeans and boxers off in one move. I pull Kim to me and crush her mouth with my lips. She opens for me and I own her in that kiss. I shove my tongue in so our tongues entwine and fight for dominance. I reach down and grab her ass and she crawls up my body with her long sexy legs. God, I knew they would feel great wrapped around me. I need inside her pussy. I turn and back her by the chair I just left, throwing it out of the way. I drop Kim on top of the table and rip her panties off to see a completely bare, beautiful pussy. I see she is wet. Kim is a dirty girl that gets off sucking cock. I lean her back with my hand on her tit. She still has her bra on, but I pull the cup down and play with her pebbled nipple. Rolling it between my fingers. I hear a moan escape her. I move my hand down her slightly rounded stomach. I do it slowly, feeling her arch her back. She wants my cock, but I am in control. Instead of running my hand down to her pussy, I widen her legs and rub my hands on the inside of her thighs. Up and down softly and slowly. I bend down and start at her knee and run my tongue from there up to where it meets the inside of her leg, and then back down. Her back is coming off the table and her breathing is labored. I do it again, but when I get to the top, I gently suck and then lick. Repeating it softly and gently. Then I move back down and I give her soft kisses back up. Now she is palming her own breast. She is pinching her nipples. This is almost my undoing, but I want her to beg. I spread her pussy lips with my hands and lean closer and blow softly on the clit that is a hard now. I give it a soft lick and cover it with my mouth and suck gently, while teasing it with my tongue. Then I let go and move to her other thigh and start to repeat the slow tease.

  “Please, Chief. I need you to fuck me. I need to cum.” Kim is breathless
and I know she is on the edge, but I don’t give in to her. I lick and I kiss until I am the one needing inside her. I stand up and look for my jeans to get a condom, but Kim pulls one out of her bra cup. I sheath myself quickly and bury myself to the root of my cock, grinding into her pussy. I set a fast pounding rhythm. I feel the tingle run up my spine and my balls are drawn up tight. I know it won’t be but a few more strokes until I cum, so I take my thumb and rub Kim’s hard clit. It isn’t but a minute, and she is coming undone. I feel her pussy spasm around my cock. Pulling it in deeper, she feels like a vise made just for me. I ground in one more time and it feels so damn good, I growl as I cum and I don’t think it is ever going to stop. Damn!

  “You do know how to fuck, don’t you?” I smile at Kim and she looks like she is still coming out of her haze.

  “Don’t think I really got to participate much in the second half. You played my body, and it was damn good Chief. We could be good together.” Wrong answer from her.

  I backed away from her slowly, pulling out of her. I move to the trash can, take the condom off and go to wash my hands.

  “Aren’t you going to help me up?” Kim is looking at me expectantly.

  “No. I’m done for now. Take care of yourself and clean the table for me when you’re done? I’m calling in a pizza and grabbing a shower.” I know that had to sting, but that was the purpose.